Today hubby and I went out on our first real date 19 years ago.  I can still remember going to the mall that day with my best friend and her Mom and being so excited.

Then even funnier is her Mom being around John and I later on in the night and telling us we bickered like an old married couple.  Hmm, comfortable from first date?  lol

This again could be a long post and could tick many of you off. Oh well, again…love me or hate me, just interact and we will all grow.

I miss Anna Nicole. I was devastated when she died. I knew is wasn’t totally her fault. Yes, I do understand that she surrounded herself with the people she did and she took whatever drugs they gave her, but by season 2 you could so tell that she was not the Nicole we’d all come to know and love for many years prior. She couldn’t put a thought together and that wasn’t normal.

My husband is such a brat, yes remind why I keep him around.  Oh yeah, he does dishes, cooks and cleans the bathrooms.  That’s right   LOL

I’m super busy today on and offline, but I knew he didn’t have any food when he ran out the door.  I’ve told him he’s not allowed to do that because they make horrible decisions and I’m tired of the weight gain.  So I of course told him to let me know if he wanted food.

Don’t be afraid, it’s still me. I know how much this blog can be negative and I’ll give a little of why. I’m not a negative person. In my offline life I truly don’t complain or talk about my issues enough. So this blog is and always has been my outlet. Well now that leads it to feeling and reading like I’m such a negative person. I don’t like that.

Firemom is going to be positive this week. I’m going to join her. This week is dedicated to the zillions of incredible things in my life. Starting today!

Is there anything sexier than a man that cooks and cleans? Be honest, a man pushing a vacuum is HOT. Clean my toilets and dude, I am yours. ROFLMAO

Now that hubby’s job is so different, so is our home life. I tried to help him, but he is in the kitchen happily making me fresh salsa for our tortilla chips. We’re watching football and we bought all these fresh ingredients to make it tonight. I told him I’d help, even got up and stood by him to show him I was serious. lol But he’s into it and on his own. HOT, hot, hot. lol

It’s my anniversary and I’ll turn into the guy if I want to, the guy if I want to, I will forget if I want toooooooo.  OMG, why did I think he was working today?  I had it in my head that he was working.  We never do anything on our anniversary, but I atleast get him a card.

If your child is human or furry, I’ve got sucker written across my forehead.  I’m sitting here steaming because everyone around me seems to be ok with just dropping off either with no thought.  I’m just not going to go in to detail because I don’t want to.  It doesn’t matter in the whole scheme of things.  I just need to vent that I have sucker written across my head.

K, I’m working really hard at keeping with the positive.  But everyone in my life needs to back the fuck off.  Yes I know I am the one that listens to EVERYONE’s problems.  I understand I put myself in that position and I’m ok with it.  I don’t mind it.  But sometimes all the give I do needs to be replaced with taking.  It’s my turn for the drama and everyone needs to figure that out.  I can’t take anymore of yours!  It must be all about me right now!

Well I’ve talked about the “friends” myspace affair that broke up her marriage.  Our kids are super good friends and this is posing a really big problem.  It’s not fair to the kids that I can’t trust her enough to have my kids.  Prior to this if they wanted to spend the week with each other, it would be sure, when can I drop you off.  lol  But now there is just this barrier, that I know I have good reason for, that has me not knowing what to do.

I am honestly tired of my negativity on here, but it’s my outlet.  I’m having a girl’s night on Sat. and I can’t wait.  This has been a really long week and there is still 1 1/2 days left.  By Tuesday afternoon I was ready for a do-over.  I need to go back through the week and make some posts of things that have happened and come up.  A lot of tween stuff has hit at once and still hasn’t been dealt with.