Ugh, I was so excited and I know I let myself live in a world of fantasy about next steps.  I’m at the last step before getting a hysterectomy.  Yet, I’ve done so much research that I know this may possibly not fix anything permanently.  Especially since I’ve been blessed with IBS that I’m hoping is from the endometriosis.  Of course, it’s not common for the endo tissue to attach to so much of the intestines so I was blessed to have a severe case.

Just where do you draw the line for business and personal on your social media? I bet you can guess that your line won’t be where my line is. Not only is it never going to be in the same spot, but mine moves. lol I can never figure out if I’m screwing things up by being too much of myself on there or if I’m bringing in more biz and blog visitors because they are getting me and that’s obvious.

Sondra turned me on to some things and made me happy and cranky at the same time. That is her Facebook account, but her website is Happy Healthy Hip Parenting.

Anyway she made a status update that said simply “God is pro-sex…he invented it!” Yeah, I’m a perv and I also believe in that statement so I had to check out for more info. lol I’m sure you are surprised!

It’s been a long time since I’ve posted. Yikes, didn’t mean to be such a slacker. But in my defense, we’ve been having a lot of fun and getting work in hasn’t been easy. Let alone my blogs. lol

The fishing season this year is CRAZY! The first few weeks were just totally out of control. Salmon were so thick that every cast brought in a fish. It got to the point I didn’t want to cast any more because I was getting tired. Reeling them in just so you can release them is annoying after a while. But we got some great fish and our freezer is so full right now. Limiting out every time we went.

YEEHAW! Yes, it took an extra 24 to recover from the concert. lol You should see my bruises from dancing in the itty-bitty seat aisles. Thankfully I don’t have to justify them much cause they are truly bad. 6 hours of dancing and rubbing against a metal seat will do that to a delicate skin.

We truly love going to these big shows. Yes, our ticket was $125 a seat, BUT we got 5 huge concerts for that. Considering it’s typically $60 for one headliner, WHAT A DEAL!!!

Well the last post hit a ton so I wanted to focus on a shirt each time. Dude, if you are looking for inappropriate tshirts like I always am and your friends are trashy like mine are…then this site is the best of all answers! I love it!

There are too many shirts to talk about in one post. But the next buy for me is the Dirty Skank t-shirt. lol

Well, this weekend was incredible. It would take a long time to break it all down so I will work on doing so on different days.

Our 4th of July was great and HOT as HELL. Just the way we’d always like it. lol We had fun on sea doo’s and the dune’s. We had the little dogs and the kids. Our friends new 5th wheel is truly incredible. But that wasn’t the best part.

Hubby and I connected in some ways we haven’t in a long time. Sure beer had been flowing, but you know what, we ran out quite early and we’d been pounding so much water as well because we worried about the heat.

This will be a long series of very serious posts. I have healing to do and I’m totally not afraid to do it publicly in hopes that it helps others realize things in their life.

In the last year I have had 3 major people pass in my life. Thankfully I learned a lesson with the first passing and I want to pass on that lesson in hopes that even one person can pull information from it.

My new life lesson and what I am striving to live by is NO REGRETS.

Believe me, this is a reoccuring theme in my life. My Mom has disappointed me more than ever over the weekend. She is not there for my Dad. I understand there are reasons that I could not possibly understand because I’ve never walked in her shoes. But that does not change the fact that I believe you need to be there for your spouse no matter your feelings. They are first in a crisis.

So my dilemma is, do I tell her how disappointed I am? Not at this time as we are in the midst of dealing with whether or not Grandma is going to pull through. But at a soon to be date?

I bet you are looking for a bitchy day post here with that title right? Well it’s not. This is actually a truly serious post about using your friends because that is why you have them.

This blog is my personal blog. It was created because I needed a place to vent. I need to vent because I don’t let a lot of people know what is going on in my life. I don’t let friends get close enough to know everything. It comes from getting burned and is my form of protection. But today I had no choice and it felt really good to lean on my friends.