Why yes “proudness” is a word. lol  Did you understand what it meant?  Then it’s a word.

I made it 5 out of 7 days so far on my workouts.  I still have Sunday, but honestly it’s not looking like I’ll have time to workout Sunday.  Have some plans with my in-laws that I’m looking forward to.  Considering I only needed to workout 3 days this week, I’m already at a great number

By my own high standards?  Not even close.  My workouts were what they were set to be.  Get there and get it done.  I never went there to kick it this week, just getting there was a miracle.

I may not be updating much, but I have come to the conclusion with what I am doing with this site.  Did you guess from the title?

This blog is my personal blog.  It’s all me and it’s my place to share things that don’t belong on my biz sites and things I keep to myself too much.  Things that I wish I had others to talk to about who are in the same boat.  Which means that there is someone else out there that may give a damn about hearing how I’ve coped with things.  Or there may no one that cares and either way I don’t give a fuck.

It has become official that I needed my time away from training.  I was not taking care of myself and I was letting everyone else’s issues bog down with my own.  This started about 2 years ago and it just got worse and worse.  Life stepped in and I haven’t had any training clients in almost a year.  I was glad then and I’m glad now that I have had time to work on myself.  I’m not perfect by any means and it’s taken me a really long time to work through things and move forward.  At least I feel like I’m moving forward.

Now I know better than to count on this, but I did remember to come back and post my random Sunday!  It’s easy to get 5 things I didn’t talk about this week since I didn’t post.  That leads me to the first randomness.

1.  We took our first trip in the new trailer with just the four of us.  Ran off to Long Beach, Wa and had an awesome time.  There was absolutely no fighting or argueing.  WOW

2.  I got no work done last week.  We went to the range, I hung out with hubby, we shopped and I also…….

I don’t ever put up posts on a sunday so let’s try something different.  5 random things from the week that I may not have talked about.

1.  I am now the proud owner of a new Walther PP.  No, don’t try to tell me that is incorrect (worker at cabellas) and that it has to have more letters after the PP.  NO IT DOESN’T BEYOTCH.  I have an old handgun and it’s just a freakin’ PP straight from Europe.  And I’m very happy with her

Ugh, I was so excited and I know I let myself live in a world of fantasy about next steps.  I’m at the last step before getting a hysterectomy.  Yet, I’ve done so much research that I know this may possibly not fix anything permanently.  Especially since I’ve been blessed with IBS that I’m hoping is from the endometriosis.  Of course, it’s not common for the endo tissue to attach to so much of the intestines so I was blessed to have a severe case.

Well it’s obvious this blog can’t go on as I started it. I have way too many friends and family online now to run this personal blog as it started out. I’m done with the sadness of that. But I’m really working hard to figure out the next step.

I have a few options. Keep it as I’m going with more general info? I can still talk about a lot of things in my life with tv, movies and much more. Just can’t post  like I used to.

How the hell have I not been blogging about my beloved BB?!!! I’m catching up on tonight’s episode and hoping, hoping, hoping that the fucking idiot that is Rachel goes home. I’m a chemist. Really? Well stick your head back in a book cause you have not a speck of people skills or common sense. “I’m in love” Wow, like they just said, Fatal Attraction anyone? She’s the reason that CSI started in Vegas. lmao

Brendon is a moron, yes ma’am, gotta have love boy. Man, looks and brawn, some brains for conversation, but obviously only wants boobs in his life. Good for you, this show produced them for you.

I’m way overloaded. I’ve done it to myself and I’m trying to dig out, but it’s a pretty big pile. lol Some major things need to change up and I need to sit down and figure out my to do list. I know I’m making unrealistic lists. I always do that to myself. Then when I’m not seeing tons crossed off I tend to slow down and get upset with myself. Not productive at all.

Some more blogs and sites are going to be sold off. Dead weight of these sites not being worked on keeps me unproductive as well.

I try hard to have no hopes about books when they become movies or tv shows. But I just love the Sookie Stackhouse series and I wanted to hold out hope that True Blood would magically be different than every other try out there.

Alas, as far as following the books and even the fun theme of the books, it’s a total fail. BUT, if I hadn’t read the books then it is great. I force myself to ignore the fact that it’s so completely different than the books and just enjoy. I was angry after the first season because they changed so much and didn’t have characters look anything like their descriptions in the book. But season 2 is SO different that I’m having an easier time.