I Need My Hubbie

Tonight I need him more than in a long time. I’m hurt and not getting over it. I should have told him about it last night when my feelings were so hurt. It hasn’t gotten better. But, I hate to be the whiner and I hate to put a bad vibe on his relationships at all. But what else can I do?

In fact today he took overtime, with my blessing, HELLO, good idea for time/half. But I am now depressed farther than ever and having asthma attack because of it. I should call and get treatment, but I never will. I took my inhaler and I’m making an appt for this week for the emotional issues. I’ll be ok, please don’t worry. This is just my outlet.

Tweaking out

This may be a long post, so grab a drink or two or three!

I do not believe much in coincidence.  I believe we bring into our lives what we reap and what we associate with.  Unfortunately, at this very moment I am worried about what our best friend may have brought into ours that I have no control over until the weekend is over.

Our best friend is screwing someone else’s wife.  I don’t care how “unhappy” she is in her marriage.  It started when he was married and she is still married.  It’s wrong, no way to mince it, IT IS WRONG!  You want to be with ANYONE ELSE, you end what you are in.  It takes one simple phone call.

Wineopoly

Now here is a must have game for my closet. Wineopoly!!! My friend blogged about it and you can read more about the game at her blog. I can see my friends and I sitting on the patio with our bottles of wine playing this game. lol

Snow for Spring

Spring has hit and we just had our biggest snowfall of the winter.  lol  Too damn funny.  It couldn’t come at a better time.  I only have one morning appt. and I can postpone that easily.  I’m sorry to need to, but happy I can and looking forward to a snowday!  It’s 11:30 and it’s pretty much quit snowing now.  But we have over 4 inches already and my friend was keeping me updated that they have more in town.  SWEET!

Do you trust them again?

Well I’ve talked about the “friends” myspace affair that broke up her marriage.  our kids are super good friends and this is posing a really big problem.  It’s not fair to the kids that I can’t trust her enough to have my kids.  Prior to this if they wanted to spend the week with each other, it would be sure, when can I drop you off.  lol  But now there is just this barrier, that I know I have good reason for, that has me not knowing what to do.