Busy Momma

Yes I am going insane and it’s not a slow process.  It’s hitting me fast and hard.  I am on day 3 with no internet!  I can’t schedule some of my appointments.  I can’t answer business emails, I can’t take blog opportunities, I can’t get my newsletters out, I can’t update sites, I can’t freakin’ do ANYTHING!

Here I sit like Doogie Houser blogging old school on a notepad document because if I don’t I will go insane.  I am so used to blogging whenever I want that I had no idea how therapeutic it had become.  I feel disconnected and lost without being able to log in.  lol  I don’t even want to clean anymore, I’m so beyond pissed now.

I really hope that we can switch to a different company now.  This is stupid.  We have phone service, why can’t they get internet service to us?  The flooding isn’t even around us.  I can see if it was close and we didn’t have phone service as well, but the lines are working damn it.  I just want to cry.  I’d probably feel better if I did go and have a good cry.  lol  I have lost all patience with the world and I know I’m unreasonable.  Since I had my ablasion I have no idea if it’s that time of the month or not.  But it must be, I’m out of control.  I am not going to be cool the next time I call customer service.

On a good note, this pissed me off so I felt the need to clean.  That is becoming a very productive habit, I need to get pissed more often.  So I went off to the boy’s room.  OH OH, this made me more mad.  He literall does have more clothes than the other three of us combined and there are shoes buried in toys that look like they’ve been worn like 4 times.  If they don’t fit him anymore I just may kick his little butt out of the house.  Go live with Grandma, maybe she can afford to keep buying you stuff you don’t wear.

I took out one garbage bag of just plain old garbage already.  I’m going to limit it to that for now.  I’ll let him come home tonight and go through some more stuff.  That was literally just papers and garbage.  I think I have a serious packrat on my hands.  I’d better break him now or he’ll never get a wife that I can get along with.  lol

So now that Sushi Town is almost open I will call his room a day.  I made more progress in an hour than he does in a weekend.  This boy is going to literally drive me crazy before he moves out.  Sushi Town here I come!!!

As the title says, this is day two with no internet.  I paid the bill, thank you for asking that first, jeesh you sound like my husband.  All around us and in Oregon is flooded and more water on the way.  I called them just a few minutes ago and they have no estimation of when it will be back on.  Wonderful, umm, do you have any idea that some of us actually WORK online?

I hate century tel.  But low and behold, they won’t sell the rights to our little chunk of telephone happiness here, so we are stuck with them and no other phone options.  I called comcast and I called directv.  I have everything written down to talk to hubby about.  I am sick of the downtime when anything happens in either state, this is crap.  I don’t need a phone, I just need internet.  So I have options and they would save us money each month, however, there is either installation charges or equipment to buy.  ARGHHHHH, why can’t I just have the same choices as the people down the street? 

What part of sexy or comfy lingerie isn’t about indulging yourself? I believe it all is. Sure I may wear something more sexy for my husband. But you know what? I’m ultimately wearing it because of the way I feel while wearing it. I am sexy and I am confident.

Comfy jammies just go without saying. They are what we’d like to wear everyday. It’s what I don’t get out of on Sunday’s while I watch football. lol

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While at Bare Necessities make sure and shop the sexy Mrs. Santa outfits. You’re covered, but feeling great for that fun Christmas Eve of putting all the toys together.

I don’t know if it’s the weather or what.  But I just feel as though I’m muddling through my days.  I do have great times and lots of laughs, but then the rest can pass in a blur or feels like I’m just getting through it.  I’m beginning to wonder if this is normal?  Does everyone do this?  Or should I go see my doctor about it?  I hate drugs though and I’m horrible at remembering to take them.  So what would a doctor do?  lol

Guess I just need to figure out another way to break the funk.  How about making money!  That would break the funk.  Most of the time it’s the stress of the damn phone ringing when I know it’s someone wanting money.  I swear, I’m paying bills today.  I just have to run to the bank.  Oh and maybe if I ever balanced my 3 checkbooks I’d feel better as well.  So, what do you think?  Possibly causing my own bipolarness by not being financially responsible?

Ok, gotta do what I just said and pay some damn bills!  UGH, I’ll just have to pay them again next month.  I freakin hate it.  I liked it so much better when we were paying cash for everything.  Although tv and phones and such have to be paid anyway.