I started off in major momma mode and happy. I woke up before the alarm and I was feeling good about myself because I wanted to make homemade fresh blueberry muffins. So getting up early was helpful. It was cool that I had them finished before I wanted, without rushing around and I had everyone’s food packed for the day. I could sit and enjoy my coffee. I wasn’t begrudging my 5:30am get up.

Then I got the text message that the youngest had forgotten his PE uniform. Semester just changed so it’s an easy forget. BUT I had to get up and do it right away. And so it began.

The biggest problem with the occupy my tent city I see is those that aren’t even at the occupy movement. I’ve yet to see a single tweet or blog post from someone actually there.  Don’t complain if you aren’t there. It’s like me calling a play at a football game I didn’t even watch.

But today, I got into it with someone I regularly converse with on twitter and I never thought this would be posting from her fingers. But here is how it goes. I’m a dork and may have miss copy/pasted, but hit me up and I’ll fix it lol

Just like the old days. I gotta vent or explode with the stupidness in my head. I seriously woke up on the wrong side of the bed and I’m cranky as hell.

My hubby slept horribly, therefor I slept even worse. Being a light sleeper sucks. By the time the alarm went off this morning I was pissy and cranky. Such an ugly way to wake up. But it helped that I was feeling good about getting up to make hubby a hot breakfast and his lunch before he left for work. That’s when…

My main issue with the whole occupy a city (#ows) is there seems to be no main purpose. I’ve heard corporate greed, I’ve also heard, the fact shelters were shut down and more in my area. No clear directive which annoys me for a major push like this. Corporate greed is way too generic in my opinion. Don’t hate on every single person that has worked their way up the ladder. That is the American way we’ve taught our kids for the last century, so that is like telling every single one of them they failed.

I was all set to gab about the grammy’s and the red carpet, but alas I had no reason to bother.  Yet again, CBS is posting an awards show delayed…to the time zone it’s actually in.  I shouldn’t be upset, I should have expected it.  So here I go to watch the red carpet and go to twitter to gab and I’m 3 hours behind.  Everyone has already been there, done that and they are on to who is winning and how the show is going.

Cause they are mismanaged. I don’t give a shit what anyone on my twitter wall says. It’s mismanagement from every level. Top to bottom. If you have 8 people scheduled in an hour at $80 a visit for a doctors office and you can’t make your office sustainable then wtf are you doing in business and why am I supposed to trust you to take care of my body? If you can’t keep your department afloat after charging $2600 for less than an hour in the ER, then you are a fuck up. If you can’t make your hospital work after charging my retired in-laws $30k for less than 72 hours & yes that may be with the surgeon’s fee’s, then you are a fuck up.

Here’s the disorder…I have to have prescriptions and natural (yes both) treatments in order to go to sleep at a decent time on most nights. Hmm, sounds like the pills are the disorder and I, honestly and my family should just get used to it. Yeah, it’s not “the norm” but it’s my norm.

I do realize I have other issues that cause my insomnia. But I’m tired of having to take my pills in order to go to sleep. I’m pretty sure it means something if I can’t sleep without them after 5 or 6 weeks. I’m a night owl and can’t help it!

We’re PST so we are used to absolute crap when it comes to Olympic coverage. For some reason we had high hopes this year would be different. You know, it being held 2.5 hours away from us and all yeah, right. Why’d we set ourselves up for that fall?

I remember growing up and the Olympics were covered. COMPLETELY COVERED! Not just the highlights they decided were worthy, but all of it. Because who are you to say that an event is worthy? Just because someone from the US isn’t in the finals doesn’t mean there aren’t many that don’t want to watch it.

Yep, we’re out of here. I am not getting my hopes up for any internet access at our buddy’s house. I’ll blog offline and post when I get home. Or…I’ll try to figure out how to post from my husbands droid. lol

My ideal will be to find a coffee shop and steal away for a few hours by myself.

I’m working hard at being positive with this post. I know how my blog can turn Very negative and that is not what I’m looking for. As you can see I haven’t posted much and that was because I realized I was being all negative and I don’t like that.