I Need My Hubbie
December 13, 2009 by queen of all
Filed under friends
Tonight I need him more than in a long time. I’m hurt and not getting over it. I should have told him about it last night when my feelings were so hurt. It hasn’t gotten better. But, I hate to be the whiner and I hate to put a bad vibe on his relationships at all. But what else can I do?
In fact today he took overtime, with my blessing, HELLO, good idea for time/half. But I am now depressed farther than ever and having asthma attack because of it. I should call and get treatment, but I never will. I took my inhaler and I’m making an appt for this week for the emotional issues. I’ll be ok, please don’t worry. This is just my outlet.
Friends Can Hurt
December 12, 2009 by queen of all
Filed under Healing, bitchy day
I’m posting this in the healing section because this post stems from a long history of hurt. I guess I could start posting some of the old here and it would help bring some clarity to why it’s all part of my healing.
I can’t possibly get everything into this one post, but my feelings are hurt beyond belief and I’m not sure anyone in my life will even ever hear of it. Will it change anything if I do say something? Do I say something to hubby and then he passes on the info and then I may end up “that” wife?








