I’m working very hard to not be negative. Seriously, I know that shocks the hell out of you, but I am. I’m surrounded by it and it’s really eating into me. I’ve had a really trying 365 days. I have been to the docs and had more issues than any other 365 days in my life. I’m almost done, I’m to the point I just don’t know where to go. I’m about ready to…listen up…it’s close to looking for some anti-depressants. Believe me, this is a last resort, but I just can’t take the roller coaster daily any more.