It’s been a month today since our chief passed away and at times it’s much easier.  We had our best friend over this weekend and hubby lost it again.  Of course when you are talking to your long time best friend about it (like he needed to dang it) then it pulls everything back up.  Especially when his best friend worries about him just like I do.

So we’re putting it all together.  Life is in perspective.  All our stupid stuff that we were fighting over before it happened, honestly does not matter anymore.  It’s hard to even remember the petty things that seemed important then.

It has gotten easier for me because I am not at the station all the time.  But I know it will take longer for all of them to get better.  I am going to push hubby towards counceling I think.

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