So it’s over rated anyway right?  Who needs sleep?

I think that I am just about caught up on my sleep from the last 5 days.  I didn’t get much sleep the next night after relay either because our best friend was over.  His divorce will be final in June and of course he needs to talk.  So we did.  Hubby went to bed around 12:30, but our buddy and I were up until after 2 talking about life.  UGH, what was I thinking?

We got an email with the final numbers for our little town.  We raised $80,000 this year!  Last year we won the per capita award with only $63k.  Looks like we should win the award again with this huge amount raised.

It was a blast, although next year I have to get sleep the night before.  Even though I did lay down for a couple of hours I did not get any sleep.  Too wired and you can hear people quietly chatting and walking all night.  It’s just too exciting to sleep.

Well it’s the relay for life nite.  I’m not typing this online, I had to work offline tonight, or should I say morning.  lol  It’s 1:25 and I have a pack of 5 twelve-fourteen year old girls walking the relay for me.  They are determined not to sleep, UGH, just for a few hours?  PLEASE?!  I didn’t get any sleep last night because of having to take over-the-counter allergy meds.  They were non-drowsy and decided to kick in at 11:30.  Not good for sleeping.

Do I have to keep working? Do I really? I hate when I get like this. I love my job, I really do. But it is draining. 24/7 draining. I am in a high maintenance industry. I understand that. There are weeks that I make multiple calls and innumerable texts to clients every day of the week to keep them on track or get them back on track depending on the weekend.

My friend KC of Connecting Rainbows put this joke up on her blog and it is scarily me.

Last night my sister and I were sitting in the den and I said to her, “I never want to live in a vegetative state, dependent on some machine and fluids from a bottle to keep me alive. That would be no quality of life at all, If that ever happens, just pull the plug.”

So she got up, unplugged the computer, and threw out my wine.

OMG, I just about spit my wine out onto my computer. ROFLMAO

K, what does this post go in?  Old moments, bitchy day?  lol  Time is just flying, it’s already May 11th!  WTF?  That is the 5th month of the year and I have no idea where it went.

I’ve just figured out that I’m a little tired of being so stressed all the time.  I know it’s part of being self-employed, but not having a regular paycheck is really taking it’s toll on my nerves right now.  I just feel like I live for that next check and I do not like that.  I am going to work on that.  My websites are making more money each month and I have 2 new one’s that should put my monthly over the top enough to pick up another bill with them.  Course that means I need to not SPEND more online as well.  lol  That’s the hardest part.  Budgeting and sticking to it.

I just got my first contacts.  My eyes are still not that bad, but it’s very difficult to play soccer with even the little bit of bad eye sight I have.

So hubby was a sweetheart and contacted our insurance company to get an updated list of those locally that take it.  We’ve only had the insurance for a year now and it’s taken a lot of places, but I’d had major issues finding someone for eye care.