My Mother
I swear if I ever show any incling of turning into my Mother, you must hunt me down and shoot me. I swear to God! The woman is fucking bi-polar and the world now revolves around her. I didn’t grow up with this woman she has turned into. There are times I really worry that she needs her mental health checked. I’ve even mentioned it to my Aunt.
But my Mom was really a “C” word yesterday and I hate that word with a passion, but she truly was. I’m not going to type out the whole conversation because that would end up in another one of those long posts and I really don’t need to hash it out. lol Needless to say my cell phone was thrown across the suburban after I got the abrupt, “I’ll see you when you get down here, bye”. I get down there and she acts like nothing has happened. While I just want to run across the room and rip her damned hair out of her head!!!
She was pissed because the kids can’t go to her brothers house with them on Sunday. My family has gone over to the island the Sunday before Christmas, since before I was born. I don’t go very often because it’s over $30 to take the damn ferry. I also don’t really care to see my Aunt and Uncle because of what happened after my Great Aunt passed away. STINGY FUCKERS! My Aunt left them everything and we are talking over a million dollars in property alone. She was old school and you leave everything to the oldest, we get that. Well maybe we could have gone into the house and gotten some pictures, momentos, anything? ARGHHH, I’m getting angry about it now and that’s another long story.
Anyway, hubby’s schedule is wack now because of the fire dept. His side of the family decided we would go out to dinner for Christmas and we aren’t doing gifts for the adults. Just go eat and have some fun without anyone having to cook and clean. SUPER! I’m all over that, especially since we are going tothe casino. Course we will have the kids so we can’t go to the floor, but we’ll work something out. lol
Rambling on…of course they all planned this for Sunday. My Mom was pissed and of course she has no social skills so she’s just being a bitch about it. Hmmm, the kids can go with you (when we will be spending Christmas day with her, so it’s not that they won’t see her) to your brothers that I don’t even like anymore, or go see their other Grandma and Grandpa. WHO THINKS THAT’S A CHOICE? It’s so not even an option. Except the fact that if I send them with my parents then we could go hit the casino with Mom. lol But now it’s pure stubborness that I can’t let them go with her.
I love her, but she needs to be put in her place. Ever since she turned 50 she just thinks she can say and do whatever she wants. Plays the damn martyr for her shitty childhood, etc. ARGHHH, I’m going to go jump on the summit trainer. I’m so pissed off again! I need to go burn some of this negative energy before I call her and have it out. Wouldn’t do any good, so why bother?
