Yes I am going insane and it’s not a slow process. It’s hitting me fast and hard. I am on day 3 with no internet! I can’t schedule some of my appointments. I can’t answer business emails, I can’t take blog opportunities, I can’t get my newsletters out, I can’t update sites, I can’t freakin’ do ANYTHING!
Here I sit like Doogie Houser blogging old school on a notepad document because if I don’t I will go insane. I am so used to blogging whenever I want that I had no idea how therapeutic it had become. I feel disconnected and lost without being able to log in. lol I don’t even want to clean anymore, I’m so beyond pissed now.
I really hope that we can switch to a different company now. This is stupid. We have phone service, why can’t they get internet service to us? The flooding isn’t even around us. I can see if it was close and we didn’t have phone service as well, but the lines are working damn it. I just want to cry. I’d probably feel better if I did go and have a good cry. lol I have lost all patience with the world and I know I’m unreasonable. Since I had my ablasion I have no idea if it’s that time of the month or not. But it must be, I’m out of control. I am not going to be cool the next time I call customer service.
