It’s so hard this time of year. There are many negative vibes about right now. Our first was born in July, so I was still post-pardem when he was hunting that year. But honestly, I knew that was my problem. I knew that was why I cried.
I feel that is why I cry each year he does go. He hasn’t gone for many years, but I think it brings it back up. It’s something I need to bring up so he understands, cause he does. I’ve married a man, every one dreams of and I do know and appreciate that. I don’t take it for granted anymore than he does that I am what every man wishes he could be married to. I know that I am not girly and I don’t think girly. I know that he is lucky that I don’t overload him with emotions. He’s as lucky as I am and I think we both know it. But if not, I’ll remind him here in a few hours. lol Sucks that he fell in love with a night-owl huh?
