No energy for relationships
So dont’ take offense if you are one of those relationships. But I honestly do not have the energy to make you work. I need to focus on myself and what I need to do to be a better person and a better Mom. I have no energy to waste on tracking down what you are doing today if you do not want to let me know ahead of time or even pick up your cell phone and tell me. I do not have energy to figure out what you should make for dinner on the nights you are home. I do not have energy to nag you about how your day went at work.
If you want to talk to me about work, then cool let’s go. If you want to ask me about how my day went, cool. But I’m tire of feeling like I am rambling to someone that doesn’t give a shit what I’m saying.
I’m sure this too shall pass. But it’s hard to breath in this house with the tension and silence.
Ahh, now I feel a little better. This isn’t going to be over quickly, so ignore posts about relationships if you don’t want to join my pity party!
