Bad place right now

Well I can remember being at this point before. It has been a few years now, but I understand what’s happening. I’m burnt out again. I knew it was going to happen, but I didn’t know it would hit all at once. I got 10 hours of sleep and only got up once cause I was hoping it was snowing and not raining. lol So I should be refreshed right? Nope, big black bags under my eyes and no energy.

SNOW!

Man oh man do I want to be on the mountain. We drove over yesterday and the pass was full of snow with only one of the resorts open. But our fav. resort www.skicrystal.com has been open for over a week now. They got over 69″ in the last week alone! AHHHHH, me want to be there.

It even snowed here this morning. It’s very wet and will be gone by mid day if even that cause the kids are playing with it all. lol But it’s crazy that we’ve gotten a dusting this early. It’s supposed to be a great season and this just may be proof.

Where’d today go?

Well I’ve done a lot of nothing today, but I’ve been really good at it. I made breakfast, for myself. Kids were gone and hubby didn’t want any. I stood my ground and said no I didn’t want to go to his buddies house. It would have been fun, but I didn’t want to go anywhere. I did mask my face and shave, so that’s cool. Oh and took a long shower also. lol

Lost today

I’ve had so much on my mind and so much to do, that today just skipped past me. But, a huge thing happened. My desk is clean! Also I went and reorganized my books and notebooks from school and many notebooks I have for biz. I’ll try to keep track of how long it takes for me to destroy the desk. It’s usually a few days, but since I’m gone most of the time now, maybe I can make it last a week. lol

still feeling icky

Well maybe I over did it yesterday. I was able to keep food down by Sat. evening, and was starving yesterday, but now my tummy hurts and I have a headache. I have to go to work today, can’t afford another day off. Plus, I don’t know what is on my schedule today. I feel really bad for everyone that I did a no show with on Sat. But unfortunately, I didn’t care on Sat. I would have had to be awake for more than a few minutes to care. lol

Carry-over from yesterday

Yesterday started off really, really well. I went to a corporate wellness expo and talked to a bunch of cool people and even made some new sales. So it was great. Then along came time for the kids to get home from school and my Mom to pick them up. They had half day and this was the third one in a row. I’m not going to go into what happened, cause I really only know one side of the story, but it was bad. WTF am I supposed to do over the cell phone? Especially when I said I need to talk to him and I hear my Mom ask him if he wants to talk to me. WTF???????!!!!!!!!!!!! You do not ask the 8 year old if he wants to talk to him Mom when you are having a problem. You TELL the 8 year old that his Mom wants to talk to him. Needless to say, after he hung up on me everything got worse for them.

working a sunday ;(

Well it can’t be helped. Or I guess it could be, but I want a piece of the money. lol Tonight is a big fundraising event at the mall and our gym is hosting the pre-party for all the shoppers. So I’m off to work tonight from 5-11pm. UGH! Tomorrow is going to be a long day with such little sleep, but if I get a piece of the 40-50 memberships that sign up it will be worth it.

Unproductive

Not sure what’s up, but I’ve been so scatter brained today. And I guess it actually has been more this week than just today. I have no idea what is up. I’m not normaly like this and if I am it’s only for a day at most. I have no memory right now for the little stuff. One of those “if my head wasn’t attached…” kind of feelings. lol